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I suspected there was a problem when the voice memo hit the two minute mark.

Then again, maybe she was masturbating and going to send me something special.

She wasn't.

"I don't think I can keep going," she said. Then there was a long pause and she said it again. Many words followed, but very few of them made sense.

I was shaken and I told her so. 

She said that she was just having a bad day and that she didn't want me to leave after all. But it was too late; I no longer felt safe. She ought to have known that.

She seemed upset and surprised to discover that I had deleted everything in less than a minute. She was probably further surprised when she saw that I'd blocked her. 

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