any human to another

I sent out a message. I can’t remember what it said.

I was drunk on night and coffee. I should have been in bed. 

I felt electric as I typed it. Imagine what might come. 

But then the moment that I sent it, I was drowning in regret. 

Who am I really? Why lonely when I’m not alone? 

They’re sleeping. They’re all sleeping. Let them be. Let them be. 

I’m not sleeping. I should be sleeping. Demons, flee. Let me be.